Eskeybee

Esok

2011-09-16T00:33:00.001+08:00

biarkan berlalu..... sebab esok masih ada.... hati..... kalau boleh kira.... dari sekeping, tinggal berapa cebis je lagi.... lain2 dah diambik.... tu la.... sapa suruh bagi....tgk........ "a pain of a kind always crushing on me, scarified, time, matter i'll be fine.... today........., i dont believed in time we will see....."

"tak kan bisa menjadi lebih dari apa yg terdaya"

THE ENDING OF SOMETHING

2011-07-17T23:44:00.001+08:00

I only need a time, just a few moment. I hope I can freeze the time. And when I write this down, time is moving... Hold on for second... Please.... Closing my eyes, trying to remember a few things back off... This short time given to me (I still alive now), I passed through lots of moment. I love this phase "When somethings is about to end, and only that we start to think how it begin". This is about to end. So, I would like to say a few words coz you know I'm not able to spell it out. Its just me, I love to express something through my own way rather then speak those. So you see I'm always holding my "baby" so that I can freez the moment in my hand. Hey you, you know I'm writing this for you :) So for this opportunity, thanxs for this great memory. I'll miss you. I dont know if I'm good enough to you but you are good enough to me... Chill ya... Hey, truly, everything I did to you its not troubling me, not even once coz it fulling my day. Anything4u. one more, "bolehbhakalokao". And even if you miss me (in case), you know what to do... I told you rite? hahaha... Ok then. No idea what to write on... hopefully will meet again soon. God please give me a strength to live... My new friends, friends I meet here by the moment, thanxs you guys for colouring my life.... okey... I miss you guys :) Hey, another things, let people think what they wanted to think. As long as I know who you are, its more than enough. Love, laugh, live.... its a circle of live. People come and out but I hope you stay :) Because "sayakan adik". Not everyday we bringing another people inside our life, once step in its very hard to step out, yes you can fade off your self but to erase the memory you can't... for every breath that I take, very grateful and thankful... thanxs by the way. I love everyone :)

-ESKEYBEE-

Life and Living

2011-06-27T19:27:00.000+08:00

I cant never explain, why and when I becoming this way... Sometimes something happened for a reason...

Yes, for a reason... And thing make me think... People said, to move forward dont turn back... But for me, I turn back to see what was happened, so thats make me clear to make another step... Trying to understand as much as people that I could... Once step in my life, your brain will spin up and hopefully it;s still working well before you could find the way out... I love the way I'm... and to tell the truth, tomorrow is more harder than today.Typical person... so typical... Human is the most complex creature I ever known. And its more complex when times come with feeling inside. Drive me insane sometimes... And why people still stand? coz they have to... Hey ya, I'm complex person... U great if u cant understand me, coz I couldn't understand it at all...

-ESKEYBEE, I'm fighting inside-

few pic update before I forget, the EXHIBITION... they are COOL btw....

ok...thats it :)

LOST

2011-06-18T18:28:00.000+08:00

So... My latest VC project.... deep of feel.... Yeah :) would be different from other VC i ever made... but why then the title is LOST? For me its for Love On Something True... Abstract and I'm not only focusing on Love between couple, but love of HUMANITY... If only I could love everyone in this world... :)

I'm ESKEYBEE-life is hard, but tomorrow still alive......

I wanted to start it again

2011-06-08T15:59:00.000+08:00

Life is something that cant be turning back... as it happened, it is history... I try to appreciate everything...to look for something with what I called as Mata Hati :)

some people are tragically blind, and I feel sorry for it...

Long time

2011-04-09T01:04:00.000+08:00

To say something is hard... I dont know... Sometimes I think that I just need to spell it out.. but when the things getting great by time, I afraid I will ruin it by saying those...Why it all comes crossing my mind... As long as it goes great, it is more than enough right?... dont let your old memory telling what you suppose to do... Let you telling the pass, what it not suppose to happen... If I can....And only if.... I know it wont...

Again, my english is bad... I knew :(

The new beginning...

2011-03-04T20:02:00.001+08:00

here... cuma selected a few pictures review from my page post yesterday at FB :) Join me to watch more

CNY @ Kuala Lipis..

2011-02-09T15:29:00.000+08:00

cam pelik pulak kan, aku sambut CNY kat Lipis... kenape Lipis? hehe.. bak kate Aizat Amdan sebab ade Sungai Lui (merepek).. sebab dh lame plan nk pegi n ofcos pegi mendapatkan BABY NIKON---> ayat SHOW OFF..hahaha... me aku kasi banyak ckit pic wokey...

hehe..ni baru are Lipis nie..byk lagi...tp cukup la ckit2... n lebih tgk Kt eskeybee@facebook okeyh....

The Last of The Lost

2011-01-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

hurm..at last diupdate, tp yg menyedihkan jugak.... xpe, jnji update... rase janggal bile camera xder kat tangan...hopefully pengakhiran 2010 yang teruk akan menghasilkan kecerian berganda utk permulaan 2011...

Permai Beach :)

2010-10-28T00:41:00.000+08:00

melancong dalam negara pun mengasyikkan...

more pic at my facebook.. ESKEYBEE@facebook :) owh sy nmpak kecil...(memg kecik x nk ngaku) haha

Malam CITRAWARNA UNIMAS 2010

2010-10-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

ni memg konsep 1 Malaysia la kat UNIMAS... memg berbilang kaum... sgt ramai pada malam pertandingan tarian CITRAWARNA 2010 sempena UNIMAS KONVOKESYEN KE-14... bertugas pada malam tuh..then esok pg x sedar nk pg kelas...haha.......

hehe...cmni la kemeriahan suasana UNIMAS ku yang GEMILANG :)

satu gi.... aku suke lagu tema CITRAWARNA UNIMAS 2010...sbb ada lirik nie...

"Tasiknya cantik di mata, menjadi tumpuan... digelar oh JAMBATAN CINTA, destinasi idaman"...

hehe.... kpd syg sy..nanti i bwk u pegi jmbatab cinta ye..hehe

Tentang mereka

2010-10-03T01:53:00.001+08:00

This time nak cite sal khidmat komuniti lak...tempat dier kat Pusat Perlindungan Orang Buta Cawangan Kuching.. Hurm, first time jejak kaki pegi sini wlaupun dlm area Kuching jerk...Tp Alhamdullilah..sampai gak... bez... I'm spechless... tgk la pic2 bwh cnie k...

then, i said rite... I'm Spechless

Im Done

2010-09-30T21:47:00.000+08:00

hurm.. what r very busy week... n rest also for the weeks coming.... whooo...suffering this :) hye, would like 2 tell u but my week... k... i involve in what we call as (Pesta Air) not as participate but as the supporter and photographer...lalala (u know i cant swim) hehehe.... so i cant participate in Kayak too (r u belive it?)...but it's awesome can be there...

hehe...the end..but i dun know who is the winner of our Pesta Air (im tired) n went to sleep before the event finished.. huh....

Matrix Retro:)

2010-09-21T16:03:00.000+08:00

tgh2 update disk space tibe2 tgk pic2 nie...cpt mase blalu kan... dh 2 tahun lebih...

raya edition

2010-09-17T19:19:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah...dapat gak beraye kat kampung tahun nie.. tahun lepas x balik...so tahun nie ambik kesempatan mendoublekan duit raya..hehe... ni la serba skit yg bleh ongsi gn korang sume..a part of my whole family...

Di kesempatan nie jugak nk ucapkan, SELAMAT HARI RAYA dan MAAF ZAHIR BATIN :)

Out of Campus Part One

2010-08-31T19:12:00.001+08:00

haha... Out of Campus... Baru nk update...baru ade mase... baru2 nie, ade la kuar dari campus tgk dunia luar.. tgk masyarakat setempat... ok, byk experience... Join bakti siswa UNIMAS pegi Santubong... Tak tau nk citer ape, yg pnting, bez and byk benda dpt leant... Ade ckit capture la nk share ngan korang sume...

Update

2010-04-09T01:21:00.000+08:00

hehe, myb ni pic terakhir aku smpai akhir bulan may nie..sbb exam sgt dekat... so x dpt update slalu... hehe.. sume ni lebih kepada expression and portrait.. :)

Masih di situ

2010-03-03T15:43:00.000+08:00

post kali nie x der pape...juz aku miss semua kawan2... seriously..semua yang penah aku kenal... memang dulu semua pun sgt nud.. haha..muke masing2.... tp dah lepas beberape tahun nie x jumpe... kalo jumpe nanti dh lain dh masing2.... apa yang penah berlalu adalah sebahagian dari memori yang penah ada... td time aku layan2 FB tibe2 aku tgk pic nie dr profile kwn2... hehe...so terusla aku tringat time mude2 dulu... haha...

Tension

2010-02-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

Disebabkan demam mid sem exam yang sedang melanda kitaorang... so ari nie, aku ngan kwn2 lain kuar g photoshot dan yang paling bez g GIG. Battle of the band... Ni la model photographic aku...housemate aku die nieh.. amatur je kitaorang... Insya-Allah.. ada kelapangan, nanti ajak ramai2 lagi k...

Friendships...

2010-02-19T16:41:00.000+08:00

coursemates Biotech

Aku g photoshot...

2010-02-16T23:52:00.000+08:00

ptg..aku jadi boring. Kampus sunyi sepi. ramai yang balik. perasaan ini utk semua budak semenanjung yg stay. x mampu nk balik. haha.... bersabar... pegi jalan2 tepi tasik...

ni la kawasan kampus aku. pnat keliling tasik...

Kembali..

2010-02-15T17:04:00.000+08:00

ai... im back... x dpt r x blogging lame2... soo pos kali nie, special dedication kat sumebody...

from me with love...

Kekusutan...

2010-02-12T11:38:00.000+08:00

mungkin tuan punyer blog nie.. x kan update blog sehingga satu tempoh mase yyang belum ditetapkan... im going to miss this stuff... sekarang, hidup sangat tunggang langgang.... perlu mase yang terbaik utk berfikir... jumpe lagi nanti....

Semalam

2010-01-31T12:18:00.000+08:00

urm..minggu nie... got a lots of works to do... smpai sakit2 badan..hehe....

Pemandangan

2010-01-26T15:51:00.000+08:00

sebenarnyer minggu nie banyak sgt nk kongsi tp belum sempat nk upload sumer... tapi upload yang terdaya dulu lah...hehe....

At last... aku dh upload..

2010-01-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

ni sume pic yg aku ambik ptg td... bila jalan2... spanjang ari nie lah... dari kelas microb..balik umah, keluarr semula... testing lensa.. walaupun lensa aku tak lh gedabak mcm org2 yg mampu memiliki (dan ternyata aku jelez!) wlaubagaimanapun... aku tak putus asa berphotograhic... Insya-Allah... kalau ade rezeki lebih... aku punn nk lensa yg gedabak2... naik ckit semangat aku nk berseni... hehe... kalian tlg sokong aku k...

Coming soon

2010-01-21T01:21:00.001+08:00

my own short movies poject.... cam biase... korang pausekan dulu k lagu2 kt atas... baru leh dgr...
hehe.....

Koloberasi

2010-01-18T12:35:00.000+08:00

minggu nie agak pack aku punyer aktiviti... kolej pun... dan menjadi last minutes audio teknisyen sgt mencabar... tp cool sbb boleh bljar banyak benda dr yg expert... menambahh pengetahuan aku yg x dpt dalam kelas..(haha, sbb aku biotech student)... nie antara photographic yg smpat aku upload utk korang... TALLENT SHOW...

Apa lagi...

2010-01-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

dun know whats wrong... feeling hard... i really dun know.... maybe this songs sangat menusuk jiwa... tajuk die "ape lagi"... just wanna share with u guys...lagu nie, demo je...sbb band indie, tp sgt membuatkan aku sedikit tersentuh... agak hiba... untuk dgr lagu ni, pastikan korang pausekan dulu lagu kat atas k...
mcmane nk bt bile kt x dpt nk yakinkan sumebody... i try to think this is not too bad... but it is.... around this corner, things being more complecated from what i hve ben gone through.... sumetimes she's ok, but then not again... this thing happen over n over...

kau membuat..aku terpinga2, mengenangkan tentang kita,
hari demi hari bersilih ganti, aku disini tetap menanti..
apa bisa ku kan terus begini,
menahan rasa sakit dihati,
dah ku cuba melakukan segalanya,
tapi kau masih begitu saja...
apa lagi yang kau mahu dariku..
telah kuberikan segala,
namun masih ada x kena...
apa... apa lagi yang harusku buktikan...
lelah sudah ku meratapi..
hanya untuk meyakinkanmu...
apa..apa lagi yang perluku lakukan?..
katakan saja padaku agar dapat ku teruskan...
hidupku...
apa lagi...apa lagi?....

Jauh ku bawa hati

2010-01-13T08:47:00.000+08:00

mood yang agak bagus ari nie... tp kurang ceria disebabkan kau tak dapat spen mase bersama yang tersyg pd ulagtahun kelahiran yang ke 20.... rase mcm nk berlari pulang.. apekan daya... he...

Special dedicate 4 her...

2010-01-12T21:52:00.000+08:00

Today is your 20 burfday celebration... i really mish u... sorry cant be there to celebrate it with you like before... so... in this page.. i wanna wish you.. a very nice heppy burfday.. i'll see you soon k.. study smart n i luv u... this is from me...

Saat ini aku rindu kamu...

2010-01-12T16:12:00.000+08:00

2009 berlalu

2010-01-07T14:45:00.000+08:00

ni diantara pic yang sempat disnap dan di upload sepanjang cuti ari tu.. blog ni still dlm proses diupdate...

I miss this moment

2009-12-03T13:03:00.000+08:00

free to be my own self... got too many prob now... why? nobody understand what i did... what i going through... just one person understand me... thanxs dear..

Sunyinyer....

2009-12-02T10:18:00.000+08:00

dedicate for my luv :) hehe... cpt la balik... sunyinyer... ehehe...

Last day for this sem at Sarawak...

2009-11-24T12:21:00.000+08:00

pergh... abis sudh exam... mok balik.. tp mlm... so pg amik kesematan, round2 bandar kuching sama si Den, Lau, dgn Faiqah... pegi seberang sungai... wawa... beli kek lapis... Result belakang kire.. tak nak pikir.. ntah pape aku wat.... bha... mampos....

Finally its over...

2009-11-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

Its hard time... Im trying hard for this.... Wat will i get?.. im going back tomorrow....

Counting to this

2009-11-15T02:48:00.000+08:00

At last tinggal 1 paper lg... biology cell.... xde mood nak study.... sbb dh ade org balik semenanjung... tak pe..lg 3 hari...sabar....

Edward Collin Scene?

2009-11-10T11:27:00.000+08:00

pagi ni sejuk... mata pun tak leh buke luas sgt... sekejap2 lelap... tensen bunyi alarm. konon nk bangun... argh.. kalo tak de exam, comform belumbngun... pegi tepi tingkap... asal lain je ari nie... tak cerah pun.. tibe2 rase cam da kat dunia vempire... sgt sejuk, kabus pun sgt tebal... hu... pakai baju sjuk... tgk2 luar.. jam pkul 7 pg... eexam jam 2 ptg... sempat g nak ambik lensa... tringat Edward Collin....

Around the campus

2009-11-09T22:14:00.000+08:00

just to let u know my surrounding here... not bad... hehe... die ni jd model aku... hakhak...

Feling hard like this

2009-11-04T12:29:00.000+08:00

feeling so hard this moment... current mood.. always hoping for sumthing... hopefull of the hopeless

UNIMAS from the view of...

2009-10-30T20:10:00.000+08:00

penat aku study sampai bowink... minggu exam week r kata kan... so... g jejalan pusing campus... last2 amik gak dua tiga view dari lensa aku.... ni la tasik UNIMAS...

Exam Week

2009-10-25T10:10:00.000+08:00

Emotional

2009-10-23T13:54:00.000+08:00

haha... tak tau r asal rase life is complecated.... sumetimes u know wat u want but dun have an ability to make it real...... sume... rase susah kadang2... hopefull in hopeless...

Flying Car (dun do this at road)

2009-10-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

Petang td aku keluar dgn suke atinye r memandangkan kelas pun bis awal sbb dah nak dkat ngan final sem... keluar lak sama si BOB, DEN, DELROY, n FAIQAH... huhu... muat2 kete r memandangkan kete tersebut adalah kerete kancil bersifat manual.... haha... before that aku dah rase malas nak kluar(terpaksa) memandangkan kitaorang da project usahawan under fakulti... at first sumenyer berjalan dengan lancar mcm yang ktaorg plan.... then terjadi r perkare nie.... after beli barang, aku mintak kunci kete dr si BOB dgn harapan aku nk g letak barang dulu dalam kete.... then bile sampai kat kete, aku pun gune kunci yang BOB bg tu... tapi MALANGNYE pintu kerete tersebut langsung tak dapat di buke (kete tersebut takde sensor key).... try pintu kanan pun tak leh, pintu kiri pun... same je... lima minit berlalu still tak dapat buke pintu tu... kecewa sgt aku nie... then aku nampak ade r pak cik yg tgh menjual tepi2 jlan tu senyum kat aku... mybe sbb die tgk aku try buke pintu tu dengan penuh confident... then tibe2 BOB lalu, aku tgk die jalan lintas aku dan g straight melalui 2 buah kereta lg.... then stop... haha, baru aku realized.... aku salah kereta.... DOWH!!!! malu giler n maybe pak cik yang senyum kat aku tu adalah tuan punyer kereta.... huhu..... then ktaorg pun terus r balik ke kampus U...si BOB lak dgn beznyer memecut kerete sampai kat roundbout... then banyak keta lain lalu dan senyum kat kitaorang... first kitaorang wat tak tau jer... tp bile dah ramai sgt yang senyum kitaorang rase pelik.... kerete tersebut tidak beraircond memandangkan kereta sewa, so aircond rosak... tp pelik gak tetibe rase sgt sejuk dan berangin... toleh2 belakang rupenye kitaorang lupe nak tutup pintu bonet.... dah rupe cam flying car dah.... DOWH sekali g memalukan diri... aku rase ktaorg malu dgn orang2 SARAWAK hari nieh... walaupun aku orang semenanjung.... haha.... aku pun tak tau r knape sgt tak senonoh punyer event jd ari nie..... so.... make sure korang jgn wat mcm yang aku citer n ikut r pe yg korang blajar time amik lesen ngan JPJ sebelm gerak, tlg pandang back mirror n side mirror.....

Aku Rindu Kamu...

2009-10-18T14:48:00.000+08:00

Best friend ever i... comei x? tak kisah lah pa korang nak ckp pn.... comei je die pd aku..... hurm, tq dear... foor everything.....

Ape ade pd 23rd September?

2009-10-18T14:20:00.000+08:00

23 Setember! datang g ke.... ari tu dah lepas... tapi besh dapat hadiah.... Thanxs friend...

Budak ni dah datang....

2009-10-06T01:03:00.000+08:00

haha.... sajer je nk buat blog baru... sangat suke hati je kan? tak per la... aku dah boring ngan blog lame... huhu ape bleh buat.... anyway, come on korang-korang, datang r blog aku kat cnie k..... kite kongsi ramai-ramai ape je yang ingin dikongsi... keserabutan, kemarahan, ketidakpuasan hati, keheppyan, sumer ar.....